Today has been really interesting for me by just watching the tv programmes. Thank you starhub for the preview, I've enjoyed my day at home. I shall subscribe to Cable TV when I start earning my own income, and I would say the following channels are strongly recommended: Biography, History, National Geographic and Discovery.

After watching Biography, I wish that i could meet Jon Bon Jovi someday and hear him share about his life and life philosophies. I hope I can be like him, in terms of being clear of what I want and knows what's right and what's wrong. I like to listen about life philosophies because there are many times that I feel lost and I'm unsure if what i'm thinking or doing is right. Because everything have two sides to it and I'm afraid staying too positive may get into trouble as well. Probably i need to know when to be serious and when not to. Things may seem simple yet they can be complicated. Sometimes i also wonder if what I sensed from the surrounding is right. And I don't know how to express myself correctly. Correctly is the key. It is probably not as hard to speak out but I'm afraid of misunderstandings because sometimes when i realise there is a misunderstanding, it's too late. It can be like a few hrs later or a few days later, that when i look back and ponder others' reaction then i will realise they have actually misunderstood me! Maybe because my reaction is slow, my thinking is slow, I don't express much. I listen more. The line between each and every two sides is really thin, and sometimes almost invisible.

I wish to be inspired. And after I truly understand the meaning of life, I can inspire someone else too.