One thing i really want to shout out: today just sucks! totally! i'm really doubting myself. I've overestimated the way design classes are held and overestimated myself. Maybe i'm just naive. How could i expect them to guide so closely? This is what level already, not extra design lessons with a guidance to guide you when u are lost! They are probably not paid to do that anyway. But i felt sorry and guilty over some little things. 


"Oh. You dont have a picture of the top view, i cant visualise. Cant help you too." That has stunned my friend and I. Though i don't believe. Cos i heard from the lab uncle that he's quite good, just that he din demo for us. Dunno how reliable too, cos the uncle's words.. Better not to trust fully. We experienced it before.

I prefer the relief teacher, whose name is Ryan. If i ever get a boy in future, ryan will be one of my choices when choosing his name. So far, the people i came across who are named ryan, are really nice, friendly, helpful and patient!! Another person with this name is my driving instructor. Another choice of name i will include is Jasper. Cos it sounds like Casper. I like casper. Haha. Casper the friendly ghost :))


Perfectionists have limitations too. 


Really disappointed with myself. Millions of tears flowing in heart. But its over!! I feel really relieved that everything is over! It's a good experience, i must say. No regrets choosing this. Just sincerely hope things will be better in future. More challenging things will come for sure. Only regret for being so not knowledgeable, so little experience in life, such that I don't know how to allocate my time for that model. I either forgot or didnt realise that i need to add the putty for wood model as well. Spent most time trying to carve the words and creating the layer cos i didn't get to mill that time. I should have just paint it!!! ARGH! Cos the putty will cover my word carvings! This is super dumb. I mean me. ARGH. Just can't stand my stupidity and slowness. Hate the feeling of being the last one to finish things up. It just sucks.

But i seriously hope the eid project, as in the main prototype, is going to work fine. Things don't seem to be very good for now. Haiz. Why are things like this? :(

I like challenges, but time is really a factor! A very impt factor.  And damnit. I think i will screw my tests.