Looking at ah wang, life is great isn't it? (reminds me of Great Eastern adv-Life is great. lol.) Its like 傻人有傻福 and 老天爷爱笨小孩? If only this world is not complicated.. Maybe it is actually not but humans make it to be complicated.. Just cant figure out how human minds work.. Everyone in this world can be so smiliar and different! Such a miracle. It also sets me thinking all the time, what personalities is considered to be good?

For eg, should one be straight forward? Does straight forward means truthful to each other? Maybe yes, straight forward to your closed ones cos we shld show our true feelings to one another. But of cos to maintain a r/s between u and ur closed one requires a lot of toleration, endurance and understanding too. Like i heard from some entertainment show.. I wonder is it true tat true friends should ever quarrel? maybe to know one another's level of tolerance and to understand one another more? like saying out their real feelings may end up quarrelling but after a while, they will be alright again.. In fact, i wont mind if my close friends and family are frank with me. I mean of cos when they first sae sth bad abt me, i will be unhappy, like who will like it? But i will think over abt it and try to change. We wish to change for the better isnt it? And its for our own good..

Regarding my life, it is in a mess right now! There's so many things i want to do yet i dont know if im able to take it and not sure if im able to do it. Dont want too stress yet dont want too relax. Humans are like this? Always in a dilemma. Or rather me only. Indecisive! Hate it totally. But i realise its not easy to change. How to be decisive? ARGH.

I've been asking myself these qns recently:
Firstly, what is life all abt? -Money? Fun? family? Friends? Work? Studies? Knowledge? Travelling? Certificates? And, what do i want to do now and in future? There is so many things i want to do!!!! I want to do volunteer work, try out in retail, learn french or korean or jap or sign language(when i cant even handle my own english and chi?), learn taekwondo, tennis, squash, pass my driving test, go hk or tw or jap or korea, and many more.. Yet i duno how to achieve them.. What is happiness too?

There are many many qns unanswered. But for now, i must treasure the time spent with my family and friends. I think i learn a lot abt life these years. Im glad abt it. :) And its great to be feeling well. Its not great to feel pain in my ear.. :( I hope i can get well asap!!! And i'm wondering if i shld look for a temp job still.. hmmmm...

and another thing i wonder, after the test i took in zy's blog.. I am:
#9 - THE PERFORMER - 9's are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm, they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful, they need to build a loving foundation. {Famous 9s - Albert Schweitzer, Shirley MacLaine, Harrison Ford, Jimmy Carter, and Elvis Presley}
I duno is it true.. but i think the overall word-performer, like doesn't suit me? Lol. So how much do u all understand abt me? since there sae ppl arnd me will have a hard time understanding me. lol. Hmm...